4 year anniversary

Wow I can't believe it has been four years already! I'm still so in love with my groom and loving life. We are so lucky to have each other or at least I'm lucky to have him, he may not agree. Our lives have changed so much we now have Zackery, a home, Ryan just got a new job (hurray!) and I'm working at a daycare. We are not the same people we were when we got married but for good and bad we are still together and happy.

When I think back to our wedding day it all seems like a dream I have a hard time remembering everything but I remember being so happy that day and all the support we had. We were so innocent I laugh when I see this picture because we were lying on temple grounds and Ryan looked down my dress and said I can't wait until tonight when I can ........ Good Times! No wonder my cheeks look redder in this photo.

I love this one with my sisters I don't know where Tammy was probably busy getting stuff ready at home. All my sisters are so supportive of Ryan and me have I mentioned how lucky I am!

Working Mom

Well I am no longer working at Fidelity in fact it worked out that I only had to go back to work for them one day. I was told back in October of 2008 that my department was being laid off on Jan. 31st and they gave us an offer to move to retail but I said no, well those who were going had there offers renigged and we were all laid off on Jan. 27. I bawled the one day I had to go to work so I was happy that they moved up the date for laying us off. I feel so bad for all my great co-workers who have no other job oppurtunities. Instead of going to work I went into SLC and got picture of Zack I decided to jump in one and look how cute it turned out. This is a professional picture of ZJ in his blessing out fit he looks like a little man. He is starting to grow back his hair that he lost on the top of his head. The hair on the back of his head is still long I'm afraid he is getting quite the mullet. He is so adorable!

Getting Older

We had Zack blessed a couple of weeks ago Grandma Jensen bought him his cute blessing outfit. Ryan blessed him he didn't cry in the blessing circle I was nervous about that. I love being a mom my little boy is getting so big so fast.

So Zack was awake most of his blessing day and was getting passed around to everyone and by the time he got to me and Ryan he wanted to be fed and put to bed. He is a good boy and doesn't fuss much only for food or if he has gas which is a lot of the time. Its like they always say babies like to eat, sleep and poop.

He is sooooooo cute this is a shot of one of his first on purpose smiles. He is so smart and is beginning to interact with us. I'm having a hard time with him growing up so fast. Last week I was suppose to go back to work but we decided I needed to take advantage of the time off oppurtunity so I get to be home for a little while longer. I need the time I cry when I think about leaving him for one week while I return to work until my new job starts. Soon I'll be facing the two month challenge when I take Zack in for his two month check up and he gets his first immunization shot. I hope I don't cry harder than him!

Merry Christmas

We had a great time trying to get a good picture of the whole family but with a baby and dog it was very difficult. The best picture is above but some of my favorite bloopers are below:

Merry Christmas everyone

Quarnberg Family

Well this is the start of my blog and I am doing this to show off my beautiful baby boy I didn't realize until now that I don't have a picture of me Ryan and the baby in one photo. I don't want to go through labor again but I'm sad that I can't go back to that wonderful moment and get a picture of all three of us. I'm lucky I still have Zack so we can get a picture of the three of us now. He is changing so much everyday I already feel like time is speeding up and everything is in fast forward in our lives.

This is where the journey began I had ryan take this picture when I was at nine months and two days overdue. I hadn't taken many pictures of myself while pregnant so we decided to document it since we were already overdue I figured the baby wanted some before pictures and was waiting until we took some.

Danielle and I went to Nails to get pedicures little did I know at the time that in three hours from that moment I would be in labor. I enjoyed the pedicure I got it as a present from Zack's baby shower. I know that the doctors aren't spending much time looking at my feet but I felt better laying in the hospital with my toes done. We had a great time getting out nails done the rest of the day well i'll just say I'm alive and so is my miracle Zackery.

I was dialated to a two when we got to the hospital and my contractions were killing me they decided to keep me and gave me an epideral. Any mom who has given birth without an epideral is nuts. I would not be smiling in this picture without the blessing of an epideral. Labor was twelve hours but pushing was only 15 min. My baby was well worth the wait he is adorable.

I can't believe I gave birth but to put words to the emotions I had in this picture right after labor would be I'm so blessed thank you Lord.

We are the happiest parents in the world being married to a wonderful man has made my life so much better and he has been a wonderful father. We had Zack on November 26, 2008 21 inches long and 7 pounds 15 ounces at 3:03 AM. Zack is such a great baby he crys when hungry thats it and he is perfect I love being his mom and wish he could stay my baby forever.

This picture is better I learned how to use the camera. My boys are so wonderful!